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Thursday, October 9, 2014

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I Have People

Missing any memories? 

Holly Sinclair is happily married to the love of her life, Gabriel. Young and in love, Holly hopes to have their first child soon. Of course, Gabriel wants to wait till Holly’s health is restored, much to Holly’s dismay. She feels perfectly fine. So what if she just woke up from an eight-month coma? So what if some of her memories are missing? She remembers Gabe and that’s all that matters, right?

That is, until HE enters her life again . . . she forgot about HIM.



Saturday, March 8, 2014

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Saturday, August 31, 2013

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Missing any memories? 

Holly Sinclair is happily married to the love of her life, Gabriel. Young and in love, Holly hopes to have their first child soon. Of course, Gabriel wants to wait till Holly’s health is restored, much to Holly’s dismay. She feels perfectly fine. So what if she just woke up from an eight-month coma? So what if some of her memories are missing? She remembers Gabe and that’s all that matters, right?

That is, until HE enters her life again . . . she forgot about HIM.


BTW, I'll be busy for the next little while, spending time with the newest man in my life! (All 6 lbs. 5 oz. of him) Love being a Grandma!

Introducing . . .

Gavin Michael



Thursday, July 18, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #16

The locations featured in I Have People 

I grew up in San Jose, California. Hence, the places Holly and Gabe go to on their ‘dates’ are real places that I frequented as a child. Authors write about what they know, and these are places that I know! 



Santa Cruz Beach and Boardwalk



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This is a fabulous amusement park located on a Boardwalk right next to the ocean. Take a gander here. Ride on a roller coaster or sunbathe next to the ocean. Your choice!

The Pinnacles



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To check out The Pinnacles click here. In trying to figure out where Gabe and Holly should go on a date, this one was a no brainer. My hubby and I went to The Pinnacles on one of our memorable first dates! It really did look like something pre-historic. And we really did hike through caves filled with about a foot of water. It was quite the experience!

San Francisco 


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San Francisco is only about an hour’s drive up north from San Jose. Hence, my parents took us on several family day trips to see all the wonderful sights. It’s an amazing and unique city. Check it out here.

Monterey 


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Also only an hour from San Jose, heading south. Monterey is one of my favorite spots on earth. The views of the ocean are absolutely breathtaking. The rocky shoreline is very different from the sandy beaches of Santa Cruz, but it’s an experience you don’t want to miss! Also visit John Steinbeck’s legendary Cannery Row and the Monterey Bay Aquarium. So much to do and see! Interested? Click here.

My hubby and I were stationed at Fort Ord in Monterey for a time. So I actually got to LIVE there. And our first daughter was born there, hence it holds a special place in my heart.

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #15


The Worth of a Soul 


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I Have People deals with the sensitive issue of domestic abuse. One of my favorite passages in I Have People is when Gabe and Holly have the following conversation:


“Why would you want me, Gabe? I’m used. Damaged merchandise. I’m broken and dented and scratched. I can’t be the person I was for the last six months.”
“Don’t ever say that, Holly. Don’t even think it. It isn’t true. You were the victim of a very sick man. Listen to me, you can take a precious jewel worth millions, dip it in mud, leave it dirty and stained, its beauty spoiled, and underneath it all it will still be worth millions. Cal took advantage of you, but it doesn’t change your worth. ”
“I let him hurt me. I stood there and took it,” she said, even though she was deeply touched at his words.
“You were scared.”
 Holly stood, feeling flustered.
“Look . . . maybe you forgot about Cal and what he did to you, but I didn’t. Not for a minute. Every single day of the last six months I knew what you’d been through,” he said, his voice intense. “I’ve always known” He let his breath out heavily. “Or at least, I suspected. Always.”
Holly let that sink in. There was something about the way he said the word, always. “Always?”
“Yes, Holly, always.”
“Explain yourself.”

I love that thought about the worth of a soul.

It’s a common analogy. I heard the analogy in a church talk once. Only it was about a twenty-dollar bill. You can fold a twenty-dollar bill, crumple it and dirty it—but it’s still worth twenty dollars. 


You can view an excellent video of the analogy here.

I didn't want to have Gabe quote the common twenty dollar bill analogy--it's overused--so I changed it to a precious jewel. Same thought, different item. But I cannot take credit for the original concept behind the analogy!

The thought has always stuck with me though. The worth of a soul is great. We all become damaged, dinged, and dented as we endure the trials of life.

But it doesn’t change our worth.

Something to remember!

Thursday, July 11, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #14

When is it abuse? 

I Have People deals with domestic abuse. While it is a warmhearted romance novel in parts, some scenes are a bit intense. One of the issues I attempted to touch on is the oft-asked question: When exactly does a perpetrator’s behavior constitute abuse? 


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Unfortunately, it’s not an easy question to answer. Why? Because the legal answer will be different from the logical answer. 

Let’s go with logic. 

While writing I Have People, I visited with a lady who had endured an abusive situation. Her ex-husband never hit her. Not once. BUT, the implied threat was always there. While her husband threw a temper tantrum and destroyed a throw pillow with his bare hands in a fit of anger, she said that this thought was always in the back of her mind: “Will that be me one day?” 

A chilling thought. Mental and verbal abuse are just as real as physical abuse. 

If any physical harm is implied or threatened, make no mistake, it IS abuse. Even if the perpetrator never once touches his victim.
 
No one should have to live in fear. Can you prosecute for this type of abuse? Nope. You can try, but the odds are against you.

But you can and should free yourself. Protect yourself.



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My hope is that I Have People will help women to realize this. And maybe it will help one woman to escape her unhappy situation. Even if it’s just one—I will have succeeded. 

Below is a short excerpt from I Have People wherein the main character, Holly, faces this very issue:


Cal took a few days off to solicitously take care of her. He was attentive and sympathetic, ridiculously so.  She called her work to let them know she was very ill and needed to take the week off.  While she lay in bed, waiting for her body to heal, she pondered over her life.
It was a mistake to marry Cal, she knew that with certainty. Her love for him was dying a slow and painful death. He could be so wonderful one minute, but once something set off his temper, he turned into an entirely different man. The crux of the problem was not just that Cal had a temper, but that when he lost it, he was capable of turning violent—he was capable of turning on her, of hurting her. The thing was, he’d never really hit her. He was rough, he liked to use physical force to intimidate her, but was he really abusive? After all, he hadn’t meant for her to fall onto the glass table. How far does he have to go before his behavior is labeled as abusive? Was she wrong to even use the word when considering his actions?
She didn’t know. She was baffled and in pain. She couldn’t think logically. Should she have reported Cal? He’d been angry and he’d been pushing her around, but he hadn’t meant to hurt her. He’d apologized, he was taking care of her, and he loved her. Where did that leave her?
Confused and unsure, that’s where. Completely perplexed. Did he love her or didn’t he?

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #13

The music that inspired I Have People 

Music always inspires me and makes my imagination soar.


I have a disc of favorite singles I've downloaded from iTunes in my car. Whenever my hubby and I go on a car trip, we listen to it over and over. Somehow, my hubby endures it!

Every single song on my disc goes along with one of my books—in my mind, that is. As we listen to the songs, I often say, this song goes with . . . Sierra. Or this song goes with Lancaster House. My hubby now knows which songs go with each book. I’m pretty sure he could recite them in his sleep! What a trooper!


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I’m never sure if anyone else will understand the connection of a certain song with a certain book. I often feel the connection is only in my mind. Regardless, I love to share what song goes with which scene in my books. While writing I always picture the scene in my head, like a movie playing in my mind--and my favorite songs become the background music. Music helps me to visualize a scene.

If you've already read I Have People, maybe you’ll feel the connection to the below songs!

When I picture Holly observing Gabriel from afar, I think of this song:

I, Who Have Nothing by Jordin Sparks

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nFd39ogKITE 


When I picture Holly and Gabe falling in love, I think of this song:

Falling Slowly by Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=938XY6DX02w

When I picture Gabe proposing to Holly, I think of this song: (view the amazing performance by Pink at the Grammys)

Glitter in the Air by Pink

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3stsDXki__U 

When I picture Holly learning the truth of Cal’s past and making the decision to leave him, I think of this song:

Rolling in the Deep by Adele

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYEDA3JcQqw

When I picture Holly leaving Cal, I think of this song: 


No Surprise by Daughtry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yyl24HRGgSU

When I picture the abuse Holly endured at Cal’s hands, I think of this song: (I love this version) 


Love the way you Lie by Colton Dixon 

Thursday, July 4, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #12


The Prologue to I Have People 

When I write, I like to catch the attention of the reader immediately. Hopefully the prologue to I Have People does just that. The prologue begs several questions:

“Who is HE?”

“What happened between HIM and Holly?”

“Why is there a restraining order?”

“Who is the HE who should be there by now?”

“What is it that the perpetrator ‘never meant’ to do?” 



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One short prologue = five questions--and I’m sure you could come up with even more! With any luck, it’s exactly what’s needed to reach out and grasp the reader’s attention! The greatest compliment an author can receive is when a reader says, ‘I couldn’t put the book down.” Love that!

Below is the prologue to I Have People. Tell me what you think--does it whet your appetite and make you want to read more? Love to hear from readers!


A knock on the door startled Holly. He was early. She smiled to herself, then ran to the door as the knocking became insistent. Maybe he couldn’t wait to see her, maybe he was just as excited about tonight as she was. Maybe. She opened the door eagerly, a mid-October chill meeting her skin.
Her smile died on her face. It wasn’t who she was expecting. In her excitement, she’d let her guard down.
“Hello, Holly Noel.”
“What are you doing here?”
“Aw, c’mon, I just want to see you, baby.”
“It’s over and you know it. Please leave.” Fear trickled down her spine. How far would he go this time? Holly began to slam the door shut, to close him out of her life, to remove him from sight, to push him into non-existence. If only it could be so. The edge of the door bounced against his foot and slammed backwards, hitting her directly in the face. She felt her lip swell as blood trickled down her chin.
Oddly, she thought about the mess it would make on the carpet.
“See what you made me do? If you wouldn’t be so unreasonable, these things wouldn’t happen.”
“Please leave. You’re violating the restraining order. I’ll call the police.”
“You and I both know you won’t do that. You love me, I know you do.” He pushed his way into the apartment. She didn’t follow. “I don’t want to fight with you, baby. Why do you always have to make things difficult?”
Holly knew she was in trouble. She’d known it since the moment she’d stupidly opened the door without checking to see who it was. It wasn’t a luxury she could afford. Ever.
 “Don’t do this, it will only make things worse. If you leave now, I won’t press charges. Just leave, peacefully and quietly . . . please,” she begged.
His lips formed a wicked leer as he scoffed. “You’ll always be mine, Holly. Why can’t you see that?”
Holly stepped outside the apartment door and he followed, standing too close. If she made a mad dash for the stairs, could she escape him? She wasn’t sure, but she doubted it.
“Stay back! It’s over. I want nothing to do with you. Just let it go.” Where is he? He should be here by now.
The expression on his face turned stricken. “How can you say that? After all we meant to each other. I know you don’t mean it.”
“I mean it. I hate you. I want you out of my life,” she told him with steely determination.
“Don’t say that.”
“I hate you! Leave me alone!” she said, this time louder, hoping to attract attention.
He walked closer and shoved her, making her stumble. “Stop it,” she warned. They were making a scene on the landing of her second story apartment and she knew he was very aware of the neighbors opening their doors and peeking out with curiosity.
A mask of twisted rage contorted his features. She knew that look all too well.
“I can’t believe you would say that,” he said through gritted teeth, his face red with anger.
He shoved her again, but she maintained her footing. “It’s over,” she reiterated bravely. “Leave me alone.”
Another shove, this time hard. Her back hit the railing with surprising force. Holly knew in that moment he’d finally done it.
He’d finally killed her.
She felt the railing give way and knew she was going down and there was nothing to stop her fall.  Even though a blood curdling scream rent the air, even though her hands flailed wildly in an attempt to grab hold of anything that might save her from this outcome, a strange feeling of peace washed over her. In that moment, time stood still. She seemed to fall in slow motion as her life passed before her eyes.
This wasn’t her fate. It couldn’t be. Where is he?
“Holly!” he screamed when he realized what was happening. His remorse over his actions always came too late. The damage was done. And this time it was irreparable. Really, it always had been. He attempted to catch her, desperately groping the air for any piece of her that might stop her descent.
It was too late.
He didn’t mean to do it.
He never meant to do it.


Tuesday, July 2, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE # 11


My favorite character in I Have People 

I Have People deals with the damaging effects of domestic abuse. But it is also a love story. It’s about finding a good man and recovering from past hurts. The main character, Holly, discovers that she does have ‘people’ in her life who are willing to help her out of a bad situation—she just has to let them. 



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My favorite character in I Have People is Holly’s best friend, Angela. She’s the BFF we all want and need. If Holly needs anything, she’s there. Angela is witty and blunt, but she’s also loyal and trustworthy. I love the below excerpt. It’s a funny scene where Angela and Holly are talking about Holly’s boss—who just happens to be the hero of the story! In a book that deals with some pretty intense scenes, a lighthearted scene was desperately needed. Enjoy! 


That afternoon, Angela asked after her health as soon as she sat down to lunch.
“Holly, are you well? I was worried about you when you didn’t show up on Friday or at our Memorial Day barbeque. Mr. Sinclair told me he made you take the day off.”
“I fell asleep on his couch, Angela. Can you believe it? I’m so embarrassed.”
“How’d that happen?”
“I had a dizzy spell. He made me lie down. I planned to only rest my eyes. The next thing I knew it was evening.”
“Where was Mr. Sinclair?”
“At his desk, working, waiting for me to wake up.”
Angela was speechless. “You’re kidding?”
“Nope. Then he drove me home. He didn’t think I should drive myself.”
“He drove you home?”
“Yep. And he bought me dinner so I wouldn’t have to cook.”
“He bought you dinner?”
“Quit repeating everything I say.”
“Sorry. Did anything else happen?”
“What do you mean, anything else?”
“You know.”
“No. I’m a married woman and he’s a perfect gentleman.”
“Yeah, right.”
“He is, Angela. I’m telling you, I’ve never met anyone like him. He sent me flowers yesterday. To my house.”
“He sent you flowers?”
“You’re doing it again.”
“Sorry. I’m telling you, he likes you, Hol. It’s so obvious.”
“He has a vested interest in my health. He needs me to do my job. That’s why he likes me. You know what? I like him too. You know what he did today?”
“What?”
“He helped an employee who has a sick wife and two kids. He arranged for him to be on an extended leave of absence—paid and everything.”
“Did he really?”
“Yes. He uses his power to help others. I like that about him.”
“I’ll just bet you do. I still think he sounds too good to be true. Don’t look now, he’s coming this way.”
“What?”
“He’s coming to talk to you.”
“No he isn’t. Stop teasing me.”
“Hello, Holly.” Mr. Sinclair stood next to her table. “Are you enjoying your lunch?” His voice was smooth, welcoming.
Holly looked down at her unappetizing half-eaten bologna and cheese sandwich, and her untouched apple. “Yes, thank you very much,” she said as if he’d just told her she was beautiful.
“Bologna and cheese, my favorite.” He turned to Angela. “And you are Angela, correct?”
“That’s me,” Angela told him with a smile.
“Nice to meet you. Holly, I just wanted to let you know that I’m going out and I might be a little late after lunch today. Sorry for interrupting, I’ll let you get back to it. See you in a bit, Holly.”
He sauntered away, one hand in his pocket, and both girls watched him in awe.
“Is my face red?” Holly asked.
“Yep.”
“Really?”
“Yep.”
“Great.”
“Told you he likes you.”
“Ange, shut up.”
“He smells good.”
“I know, doesn’t he?”
“Nice butt, too.”
“Angela! I can’t believe you said that.”
“Listen sweetie, I know a lot about men. I grew up with seven brothers.”
“What was that like?”
“I was the baby. I was either being tortured or pampered all my life. No in between.”
 “Wow. You practically have your own army. If you ever needed help—I mean, I pity the man who ever tried to hurt you.”
Angela paused and looked at her strangely. “Do you need help, Holly?”
“What? No, of course not. I’m just saying it would be great to have seven brothers to count on in a time of crisis.”
“Yes, I suppose it is. Do you have any family at all, Holly?”
Holly confided in Angela then. She’d never told anyone just how miserable foster homes were. But it all poured out of her—the entire sordid, sob story that was her pitiful life. Angela listened raptly.
“Well, you have me now, Hol. Remember that, okay?”
“Thanks, Ange. You’re one of the best friends I’ve ever had.”




Thursday, June 27, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE # 10

A Gentleman who says “Gosh” 

The hero of I Have People is a true gentleman and in many ways the perfect man. He’s kind, soft-spoken, polite to a fault, and compassionate.

But he’s also somewhat self-effacing, making him very human and relatable. He has other faults, like he’s NEVER on time for anything and he can’t seem to say the word NO. In conversation, he often uses the rather outdated words, ‘gosh’ and ‘by golly.’ But these things only add to his likability factor. 




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One of my favorite scenes in the book is when the heroine, Holly, and her BFF are secretly watching the hero, Gabriel, from afar. They observe everything he does with awe. It’s a short excerpt, but speaks to Gabriel’s character.

“Who’s the bimbo he’s with today?” she asked with interest, her eyes glancing at Mr. Sinclair.
“That,” Holly said as she dug her sandwich out of a paper sack, “is Celia. She surprised Mr. Sinclair just in time for lunch because ‘she couldn’t wait to see him.’ He seemed pleased with her presence so I think he likes her too.”
“Never date a man who is prettier than you. And he is prettier than her, that’s for sure.”
Holly sighed, “I know, huh?” Mr. Sinclair glanced their way and Angela and Holly quickly turned their heads. “Great, he caught us staring at him,” Holly moaned.
“So what? He glances at you all the time. I’ve been watching him.”
“No, he doesn’t.”
“I swear he does, honey. The man likes you. Problem is, he’s such a boy scout, he’ll never do anything about it. After all, you’re a married woman.”
“Why do you call him a boy scout?”
“He’s squeaky clean. He helps people, he’s kind, he’s gentlemanly, he’s courteous—I bet the man has never uttered a swear word in his life.”
Holly smiled. “Actually, he says the word, ‘gosh’ quite a bit. When he’s upset he says, ‘nuts.’ And often in conversation he says, ‘by golly.’ It’s refreshing.”
They both dissolved into laughter. “Who talks like that? I mean, really, you’ve got to be kidding me.”
“No one I know. I kinda like it, though.”
“Look, they’re getting up to leave.”
They stared as Mr. Sinclair pulled out Celia’s chair, took her hand as she stood, helped her to don her sweater, and took his time to arrange her hair so it wasn’t messy. He laughed attentively at some witty quip she uttered. He then cleared their plates, and they left with his hand at the small of her back.
Both Angela and Holly let out their breath in wonder.
“Wow. Shane would’ve made me clear my own plate.”
Cal would’ve pulled the chair out from under me, Holly thought sarcastically. “Cal doesn’t ever help me put on my sweater or coat.”
 “He probably helps old ladies cross the street, like a good boy scout.”
Once again they both dissolved into giddy laughter.


Tuesday, June 25, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE #9

Sooooo cliché! 

Because I Have People deals with the very sensitive issue of domestic abuse, I knew I needed to add something to the book that would lighten things up a little. The main character, Holly, suffers from memory loss. Because of this, she feels a little confused and mixes up her words sometimes. It’s a constant reminder that Holly is not functioning at optimum level and reminds the reader that maybe, just maybe, her memories are skewed. And if her memory is skewed, then it begs the question, is her life really what she believes it to be? 



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I had great fun writing the scenes where Holly confuses commonly used clichés. Maybe it’s kinda silly, but a little comic relief was called for to balance out the intensity of certain scenes. Here are a few examples:

Cliché: Walking on eggshells.

Holly says, “Why is everyone walking on eggs around me?” 

Cliché: You wear your heart on your sleeve.

Holly says: “And you, Mr. Sinclair, wear your heart on your shirt, and I love it.” 

Cliché: Head over heels in love.
Holly says: “I’m head over high heels in love with you.”

Cliché: Happy as a clam.
Holly says: “I’m happy as an oyster.”

Cliché: Fit as a fiddle.
Holly says: “I feel perfectly well, as good as new. Same as I’ve always felt, fit as a violin.”

Cliché: I don’t have an inkling.

Holly says: “I don’t have an ink.” 

Cliché: Cloud nine.

Holly says: “I was on cloud ten.” 

Cliché: Toes curl.

Holly says: “He makes my toes bend.” 

Cliché: An axe to grind.

Holly says: “I don’t have a hammer to grind with you.” 

Cliché: Kiss and make up.
Holly says: “Now, kiss and make love.”



How about you? Do you have a favorite cliche? Do you ever mix up the words and get it wrong?

Thursday, June 20, 2013

BEHIND THE STORY OF I HAVE PEOPLE # 8

Friendship 

The main character in I Have People, Holly, grew up in the foster care program. Hence, she doesn’t have any family to speak of. Instead the ‘people’ in her life are found through blossoming friendships.

Enter Angela, the BFF we all want and need. 




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Angela was fun to write. She is funny, blunt, loyal, and loves her ‘girl time.’ (Don’t we all!) ‘Girl time’ is the time when Holly and Angela can giggle and gossip and commiserate with each other about life, love, and men. In general, during ‘girl time,’ they basically revert back to their grade school days—and you know what? It’s fun. Here’s an excerpt where they meet together for the first time:

At lunch, Holly quickly found her new friend, Angela, waiting for her in the cafeteria.
“Hi, Holly.”
“Hi, Angela.”
“How’s the first day going?”
“Actually it’s going really well. I really like my new boss. He’s easy going and just plain pleasant to be around.”
“Really? Which one do you work for?”
“Gabriel Sinclair.”
“Which one is he?”
“He just walked in. The blond one.”
Angela glanced at Mr. Sinclair. “Seriously? You work for Mr. Movie Star himself?”
“Mr. Movie Star?”
“That’s our nickname for him. With his perfect good looks, he could be a leading man.”
“Hmmmm . . .”
“Don’t tell me you didn’t notice?”
“Oh no, I noticed. You’d have to be dead not to. And even then, I’d choose to haunt him.”
Angela laughed out loud. “Lucky you. What’s he like?”
“To be honest, he’s one of the nicest men I’ve ever met. Really decent. But I’ve only known him for a couple of days. My opinion might change after a few weeks.” Maybe she had learned something from her time with Cal.
“I hope not. I hope he is what he seems,” Angela commented, her eyes on Mr. Sinclair as he took a seat across the cafeteria. “I can’t look, I’m a married woman.”
“You’re married?”
“Yes. We’ve been married for four years. His name is Shane Nickerson and he’s a sweetheart. You?”
“Yes, I’m married. His name is Cal Bennet. We’re newlyweds actually. Two months. He’s a physical therapist, he owns a charming little house that was left to him by his parents, he’s tall with brown hair and looks like he spends his days working out in a gym.”
“He sounds fantastic. I like bulging muscles.”
They both laughed, but all Holly could think was, I thought I liked bulging muscles, but when their strength is used to hurt you, they’re not so nice.
 “You’re really brand new at this marriage thing. How’s it going?”
“Fine,” she lied. Then realizing she should be more enthusiastic she added, “Really great.”
“Good,” Angela responded. But the way in which she studied her face for several tense moments afterwards made Holly think she knew and perceived everything. She had to stop feeling so paranoid.
“We’re trying to have a baby,” Angela announced.
“You are? That’s great.”
“Actually, we’ve been trying for the entire four years and it hasn’t happened yet. It’s really discouraging.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Me too. But I’m not giving up hope. At least it’s fun trying,” Angela said with a raise of her eyebrows.
“It is?” Holly blurted before thinking. She couldn’t imagine anyone enjoying lovemaking.
Angela looked at her strangely. “It’s the best part of marriage. Are you kidding?”
“Oh, yeah. You’re right, it’s great. Of course it is.” An awkward silence ensued. Angela cleared her throat uncomfortably. “Tell me about Shane,” Holly coaxed.
“Oh, you know, he’s practically a girl. He talks non-stop, cries at movies, likes to sunbathe and shop with me. Once he even asked me if his butt looked big in his favorite jeans. What can I say? I love him.”
There was a light in Angela’s eyes when she spoke of Shane. Holly noticed it immediately. She really loves her husband, Holly thought with envy in her heart. I wish I felt that way. I thought I did in the beginning.
“I can tell you’re really happy. I envy you.”
“Oh, c’mon, you’re a newlywed, surely you’re still in the, ‘I worship this man’ stage.”
The ‘I worship this man’ stage was over the minute Cal angrily pushed her against the wall. Holly looked down at her hands. Her sleeve had ridden up to reveal the fading bruise on her wrist. She quickly tugged at her sleeve to hide the ugly sight. “Yeah. It’s wonderful.” She looked up to find Angela studying her with furrowed eyebrows.
“So, tell me more about you, Holly Bennet,” she said brightly. “I like you. I can tell we’re going to be great friends.”
Holly felt it too. They spent the rest of their lunch hour talking non-stop about their lives, their hopes, and their dreams, flitting from one subject to another with ease. She felt an immediate connection to Angela. They hit it off famously and Holly knew she’d just made a good friend. Perhaps the first good friend she’d ever had in her life.
“I’ve enjoyed this today. Wanna meet for lunch tomorrow too?” Angela asked.
“I’d love to,” Holly responded.
“What are you doing for Memorial Day?”
Holly shrugged. “I don’t know. Cal said he needed to catch up on paperwork.”
“Oh, so what will you do?”
“I don’t know. Clean the house.” Holly shrugged.
“What do your people do on holidays?”
“My people?”
“Yeah, you know, your family, your friends—your people. We always have a huge barbeque.”
“Sounds fun.”
“Don’t you have any people?”
No, she didn’t. “Of course I have people. I have Cal . . .” she trailed off.
“Why don’t you come to our barbeque?”
“I don’t want to impose.”
“You won’t. We’d love to have you.”
“All right. Thanks, Angela.”
 “Hope your first day continues to be good.”
“I hope so too. You know what Mr. Sinclair did last night?”
“What?”
“He walked me out to the parking garage. Isn’t that sweet?”
“Are you serious?”
“Yes. He even held out my coat for me while I put it on, a sleeve at a time.”
Angela was suitably impressed. “Chivalry lives. He must have some awful flaw, like he picks his nose, or farts all the time. He sounds too good to be true.”
They both giggled like children. “Guess I’ll find out soon. Back to work. See you tomorrow, Angela.”

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